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2011年最后一天的感言

2011-12-30T11:39:00.003+08:00

我妈常对我说：“忍一时风平浪静、退一步海阔天空。”但对我而言，我已忍无可忍，在忍下去，我将会短命。每年我都许同样的一个愿望，就是一个小小又简单的愿望。我希望在新的一年、我可活的开心快乐健康平安、请让我像小鸟一样拥有那无虑无忧的自由。

What is consider IMPORTANT to me?

2011-07-07T01:48:00.002+08:00

I'm brought up from a traditional chinese family. Since young, both my parents instill the importance of family bonding to my brother & I. As a result, i love my family very much. They are my 1st priority in life. I have been stuck in misery ever since mom left me. Happy since to be extinct from my life since then. I do understand that because of my own misery, i brought misery to others too. Maybe i have been taking thing too heavy (serious) in the past resulted myself to be "SICK". Life still goes on irregardless of what has happened. So, i have to wake up from misery, stop allowing myself to sink in the MISERY. In life, we need to learn to accept from whatever that happened and go on living happily. 人要活的开心、不要封闭自己要放开怀抱、随心而行。

From this moment onwards, i learn to love myself. Love myself does not mean don't love others instead Love myself is to learn to love myself, make myself happy in order not to bring misery to others. Since 1st day of July, i prayed to GOD, to bless me with 精气神. Only by that, i can be AWAKE, so as to live happier. I can't changed the past but i can create future therefore i need to change. Stop making the same old silly ridiculous mistake, do more deeds, be a more understanding & refined lady.

太上感应道祖慈悲：玉皇赐福无量寿福：三官显灵福寿康宁。

Life so helpless

2011-06-12T15:42:00.002+08:00

I can't help myself for being to upsad. I can't control my tears from rolling down my cheeks. I need to regain my confident soon. God, pls give me confidence to live on. God, pls give me confidence to be happy. God, i need confidence.
May God hear my prayer.

WHY

2011-04-11T16:42:00.002+08:00

why do i need to lead such life. i don't expect much, i only ask for a easy and peaceful life. Is that too much? really missed the past, the life i used to have when mummy is around. Life seems happier then. Life is very nosey now. I hate it. Always expect me to give and never appreciate what i have done you , you a selfish person.

HAPPINESS

2010-04-09T11:16:00.002+08:00

From my memory, since the 1st mobile phone I owe till my current mobile phone, the greeting message I will see once I switch the phone on is “BE A HAPPY GIRL”. I’m not sure, since when, “HAPPY” is no longer in my dictionary. Perhaps it was 2002 November 21st onwards.
In my dictionary, it defines “JIA” as a home consists of father, mother and children. To me, since 21st November 2002, “JIA” no longer exists in my dictionary.
Some people said, time will solve to problem, it takes time to heal the scar in my heart. To me, this scar in my heart will never heal. Never. It will only get darker, never lighter.
It seems like I be regaining my freedom in 1 months time but nothing is absolute in this world, it may turn out to be like wise.

Easy said than done

2009-11-19T11:29:00.002+08:00

"To the kind person, I am kind to him. To the unkind person, I also try to change him by persuasion w kindness. Then Kindness has been obtained." Tao Te Jing Chapter 49

It sounds simple and easy be it is not easy to practise that. How many of us can really practise that? Personally, i'm still trying v hard to practise that teaching.

Cert vs Paper

2009-11-12T01:15:00.002+08:00

I started to pursue my degree last year Jan and finally got my degree 2 wks back. I guess or should be the fact that my family members are all happy for me however ms lee here don't really find it a great deal. Since day 1 in sch, i don't reallly see my cert that important as i'm not a graduate fr local uni which is as gd as useless. Many pp felt that it is wrong for me to have such thoughts. Though i got my cert but i know myself very well that i'm not up to that standard. In fact , personally i feel that certificate is not important at all, most important is the knowledge i gained. Knowledge can be learnt, can be gained. I still remember once, my dad mentioned this to me, knowledge is somthing which pp can't snatch fr you, once you gain that knowledge, it will be with yours not others. I totally agree with him, knowledge is something which no can steal from you. you hav to be responsible to urself. In life, opportunity won't be there for u always however we hav to ready at all time so as not to miss the opportunity when it comes. Knowledge can be gained in many ways, mix with right people, read useful materials, watch useful program n etc. Most importantly, one must be hardworking in order to gain knowledge. Knowledge only can be gained through hardwork, there isn't any short cut . I enjoyed talking to certain pp, pp who can enlightened me. Currently, i'm reading a few books, all dif genres. Man In White, CoCo the Chanel , Message from Water. I believe that in 10yrs time, i be able to do something which i always wanted to do. I won't give up my dream, i will continue to work towards it. Read more, write more & continue in self-learning. At this point of time, some pp may feel that i'm wasting my time doing something not realistic but i think like wise. The thing which i'm impress w my dad is that he is a far-sighter person. Therefore i believe, my current decision is right.

really a TV addict

2009-11-09T05:23:00.002+08:00

haha, i can't believe it. Since young, i know that i'm a tv addict but the thing is i always thought that i'm only addicted to HK drama series or perhaps asian drama series only. It never never hits me that i'll be addicted to EL drama series as well. NEVER. Tonight, no no should be last nite, i was being caught by this latest ABC Drama series FLASHFORWARD. I was at hm switching the channels n this drama caught my attention which resulted me to search & watch fr ep 1 to ep 7 online. Steady Steady. haha, who on earth will believe or ever thought that i will be addicted to el drama series as well. In fact, i was addicted to el drama series b4 and that was history. If i did't remember wrongly that drama was ALLY MCBEAL . That drama setting was in the law firm n Lucy Liu acted as well. That was a nice drama. Ally McBeal should be the 1st el drama series i watched in my whole life. Till today i still can remember one scence whereby Ally attended her's bf funeral. Ever since then, i nv really get addicted to any EL drama series not even LOST. I enjoyed watching LOSt ep1 but others bec it too draggy. I wish that FLASHFORWARD will not disappoint me bec i personally really find it thrilling, great story line. FLASHFORWARD, i waiting for ep 8. going bed now. nitenite. FLASHFORWARD, gd job, BASHA BASHA BASHA. Kindly don't let me down. Conclusion: Ms Lee here is a 100% TV Drama addict, irregardless what language it is .

不到终点不知结果

2009-11-06T18:31:00.001+08:00

我终于将《听说》这本小说给读完了。好有满足感。读了整本小说、里头有一句话点醒了我。“责任与负担最大的差别在于你喜不喜欢，如果你喜欢一项工作，你就会对它负责任。如果你讨厌它，那它就会成为负担。”这句话说的一点也没错。我很赞同。
严格说起来，我好久好久没读华文小说或文章。那因该是逃避吧。我读了这本小说后更进一步了解了自己。为何？我发现我与小说里头的女主角秧秧好像。我们两都有几个共同点。秧秧总在逃避我何尝不是呢。每个人斗有个梦。我也有，总爱做个白日梦。哈哈
记得小时候的我，很喜欢写作文，每当自己的文章刊登在报子时我心里是多么的开心。可是不知从何时开始我变的懒散对人生充满着消极的态度。虽然我已拿了大学文凭但我还觉得自己一无是处。因为在现实生活中，我的确是一无所有。
小时候，我有个梦想。我想做个新闻播报员及记者。可是我两个语文都不好。现在的我，开始看到为我自己而开的一条路，我要走吗？如果要，就要勇敢的走不要在犹豫不决了。时间不留人。这篇文章就已反映了我现在的心情，乱糟糟的。嗨、我这个人心里一定有问题。
人生无常，不因该浪费青春。

<<听说>>

2009-09-22T23:54:00.002+08:00

最好消磨时间的地方在哪？那就是书局。昨天我在书局待了约两小时、等默默人下班咯。在书局的两小时，我觉得是一种享受。如果可以天天便看书便喝茶、也是一种享受啊。在书局短短的两小时、我稍微翻看了几本书。那时候的我，已被各类的书本给吸引住了。后来，我便买了这本书《听说》。这是一本描述一段由手语开始的美丽恋情。述说一个充满亲情温暖青春爱情动人的故事。我现在很努力地把它读完，每天我会把里头经典的词句写在这里与大家分享。独乐乐不如众乐乐。

只有回到幼稚的世界、才会有回家的感觉。
[赖]及[没必要]是她不想离开幼稚世界的理由、其实那就是逃避。
幼稚的世界不是拿来逃避的而是拿来休息的。

明天在继续。。。。

不值得可怜

2009-09-05T00:13:00.001+08:00

人贫贱富贵是不能选的。我们不能选择在哪个家族出世但我们的前途，有时是可以选的。有些人一天到晚喊穷，不管他们多勤劳他们也不可能像有钱人一样。问题在哪呢？问题就在于他的选择。有些职业是无法让你赚大钱。既然是你的选择就别埋怨。但如果那不是您志愿，您发牢骚也是能谅解的。人们常说钱是生外务但是没钱的日子是无法在这现实的社会生存的。不在乎天长地久只在乎曾经拥有。我们能做到吗？没钱到有钱-〉日子应该可以适应但如果你是从有钱到没钱，你能接受吗？

slower or faster?

2009-06-29T00:36:00.008+08:00

What kind of lifestyle are you currently leading? For someone of my age, i guess the pace of my currently lifestyle is abit too slow. Too peaceful !!! Been going to reservoir lately for exercise & jogging. Enjoy the beauty of nature, start to pick up photography. My activities sound like what old grandpa grandma will do right. Ya, i also could't believe that i'm currently leading such a lifestyle. unbelivable. haha. Good or bad, god knows, i dunno.
here are some of the photos i hav taken.
enjoy admiring at the beauty of the nature though i know that they are not nicely taken. i'm just someone who dunno how to take photo. haha. learning.

I lov these 2 pics. The pic above seems like an old couple was dancing while e pic below seems like two friends of different personality compromising each another, learning from each another.

In fact, there's lots of beautiful scenery around us, is just that we r so busy that we did't realise their presents. spare some precious momemt to admire the beauty of nature.

No Time Is Gd Time

2009-06-28T10:59:00.002+08:00

haha, wat a stupid title. But that is indeed true. There's a frind of mine used to tell no timing is gd timing. If u always want to find a gd timing to do something u will nv do it. ture indeeed. At this point of time, how i wish i can have all e time to do what i want. Slacking at hm, go shopping, go movie, chill out w friends , go tanning, go holiday. Most importantly, do need to work. i dun wanna work. I wanna have my precious youth!!!

Appreciative

2009-06-25T10:25:00.003+08:00

Hav you ever came across with friends or not even friends i will say, just acquaintance. They will only think of you or approach you when they wanna make used of you,in a nicer way of saying will be they need a favour from you. People who don't contact you for more than 10 over years can act as if they a v gd friends or pals of your when they need in need of you. Isn't that sickening. Being a human living in this earth, arn't u sick of them? They r not only irritating but sickening as well. But ironically, sometime there's no way or i just can't reject their request or favour due to the fact that i still treat them as friend. Due to a fact that, there's still relationship between individual, we are human beings after all. Human who has feeling & emotion. We need help fr others too.We should't be too calculative to friends due to the fact that we are friends.
There's also occasion whereby you will always be the one pulling everyone together in a group. initial garthering and planning program but when u don't do it at all, no one will do it. The worst is no one will even remember who u r. That pathetic & sad indeed. To all friends out that, if you are experiencing the same thing as me, don't feel sad about. that's life all about.It can be interesting at times too.
Being someone who's no longer young, i have come to learn to be appreciative. Appreciate for what i hav.

Life is full of miracle

2009-06-10T23:18:00.009+08:00

Hey friends, times r bad. Many pp tends to be feeling blue lately.

Here's a place to intro, go there n explore, give urself a chance to explore what peace is about & how's precious life is. We should always think postive, enlarge our social life & makes our life meaningful. Life is full of miracle, believe in miracle.

satisfaction

2009-06-08T02:04:00.002+08:00

I'm finally done w the editing of my blog. Finally, satisfy w the overall look of my blog. Throughout the process of designing my blog, i realise something important. Patient is necessary in most occasion for someone to be successful. We must be patient enough to explore for idea, solution and out come. Nothing in this world is easy. There's a saying, easy come easy go. Therefore in order to hav things long lasting, lots of efforts r needed.That's e inspiration i got while doing my blog. Thanks Lord, Dao Zu.

New Image

2009-06-06T02:38:00.002+08:00

Many friends must be thinking what happened to me as it been a long time since i last blogged.
Been feeling blue lately plus there's a tendency for me to be lazy therefore didn't update nor tidy my blog. Tonight, i suddenly have e urge to tidy my blog and i spent some quality time in giving my blog a new look. What say you regarding e new look of my blog? Nice, so so or the old look is nicer? Any way, i'm not done w it, will continue to edit it till i'm satisfy w it. Currently, e tag board is missing. While i'm editing my blog tonight, i spent some time reading others blog as well. What's happening lately? Why is everyone feeling so blue, so emo, so negative. That's not a gd sign. Bad bad bad. I remember that i came across an article recently which reported that research showed that there's increase in number of suicide case among the youth / young people in the recent year. Oh Gosh, why is that so? What's happening to our society? Why people treat life so lightly? Does the problem lies w stress or just that we human being becoming more fragile? I do agree that human is not god, there's time whereby we are upsad, time where we need a shoulder to rest but that does not give us an excuse to end our life. It'll be good if you can find a hearing ear willing to listen to your sorrow bitterness voices. You should't feel depress even if you can't find a hearing ear as you yourself should be the best solution for the problem. Only being able to self motive ourself continuously, e negative thoughts will not have chance to appear in you. Just the night before, someone who is quite negative told me that 95% of our brain is occupy by negative thoughts. Therefore in order to be a optimistize, the will power of one has to be very strong in order to conquer the neagative thoughts.

not within my control

2009-05-17T23:12:00.003+08:00

In most occasion, lots of things are not within our control. Life will be much prettier if i can go ahead to do what i hav wanted. Life will be much easier & prettier if i don't hav to think for others. Life will be much much less complicated if i'm not who am i . Life will be much "free" if i'm a selfish person, heartless person, cold-blooded.
why do people always put me in difficulty?
My life will definately be different if mummy still around.

《天冷就回来》 IF THERE'RE SEASONS...

2009-05-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

《天冷就回来》 IF THERE'RE SEASONS..., this is one of a musical show which i always wanna watch but can't find any companion. any one interested to watch, can find me. the musical show will end on 10 may 09!!!

My new neighbour

2009-05-04T23:26:00.002+08:00

OH goodness. The blk i'm staying in is getting crowded. I have been staying in my current home since pri 2 . so should be around 10 over years. In the past, i won't feel unsafe to be home alone or go home late or etc bec i'm familiar w the environment but things change. My new neighbour shifted in on sat. GUess who are my new neighbour????
Haha, they r a gp of thai workers. Oh my god, scary sia. Plus the design of my house is v unsafe, v near to the neighbour. neighbour just stand at their balcony and my house can be seen clearly. v no privacy. Who knows, they will just climb over my house. aiyo, oh goodness.
Really hav no idea how can the gov allow foreign workers to stay in HDB flat. My direct neighour r thai workers, the neighbour below me r china workers. what is this. Sooner or later, my neighbourhood will be occupy by "foreign talents".

The perfect imperfection

2009-04-15T23:17:00.003+08:00

What's love is all about.
I'm v touch w the latest advertisement by mcys "Family"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2XLZsiCBsA
This advrtisement is actually an advertisement to encourage young pp to get marry. There's decreasing number on youngster no getting marry bec they yet to find their perfect one.
But what does perfect means. Am i prefect?
Infact, there's no perfect person in this world. no.
Love, is not able tolerating ones' flaws or setback. In fact, tolerance is not a good solution for having a lovely family. A relationship of a couple is not about tolerating one another flaws, instead, it is about knowing their flaws, accepting their flaws and live with their flaws. That should be the way.
Love is something which is undescrible, love is delicate.
I have a gf who has reached the age to get married. She broke up with her bf of 5 years relationship 2 yrs back due to diferent religion. Since then , she tried to find new relationship yet nothing workout. Three months, a gf of mine got to know a guy through her cousin. 1 month later, she announced " i'm getting marry".
I'm shock when i heard that, what is this. YOu marrying someone you barely know.I'm not sure whether she's desperate or she really found Mr right. Before i end this post, i would lov to wish all lovers/couples forever lovely, to those who'r still single, that's no wrong being single, u just hav to wait, time yet to come!
Treasure what you have! MUack!!!

生活空虚，空虚生活

2009-03-29T09:53:00.002+08:00

人是个矛盾的动物。但你忙的时候，你会觉得失去了自由，没属于各人空间的时候。但你空闲时，又会觉得生活太空虚了，少了色彩。我已失去了方向，不知从哪开始新的生活了。If you do hav suggestion, pls advice!!!

Single, is that a problem?

2009-03-27T18:20:00.002+08:00

"You are 37 this yr, why r u still single, do u hav problem?"
haha. is that what suppose to be asked in a job interview?
haha, jeffery was being questioned for "being single - problem" during one of his interview. some pp r so funny, asked funny thing, but that is too much after all. Think about it, sometime tune into 987 fm will make me emo leh, esp when they were playing lov songs romance songs throughout the days. yoz, single really seems to hav difficult times too.

Time flies

2009-03-24T22:03:00.003+08:00

In e past , i always look forward for complicating things or design or ideas but now, no longer e same. Maybe i'm getting old, e current me just wanna simplicity, complicating things just not my cup of tea now. maybe that's e sign of aging. hehe!!!
life can be simple at times but y do we human lov to make things complicated???

Battery Charged!!!

2009-03-23T20:20:00.006+08:00

Haioz.... back from Bintan. This trip was a great timefor me to recharge my battery. Really relax,eat sleep , enjoy e sun, wind, music and enjoy looking n observe at pp!!!
hehe. Saw handsome leh, but korean sia,too bad pp attached liao, the gf so pretty too! gd match.
ok, let's watch e pictures taken at BINTAN. Wait, one bad bad thing abt THIS TRIP, v EXPANSIVE LEH. but only the polo shirt r cheap!!!

THIS CRUB COST US s$22.00 . taste v dif fr sing, not much gravy.

Can you spot the mistake?

2009-02-17T00:28:00.002+08:00

Is surprise to find this silly mistake in s'pore.

Perfectionist or unco-orperative?

2009-02-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

DO u consider urself a perfectionist or someone who is unco-operative. I personally lov to do something all by myself. The reason being is that i would like to delive a perfect piece. I don't wish to hav any flaws during the process of doing a job, is not that i don't trust pp , is just pp tend not to obey to instruction which end up spolit everything. And most importantly, they will nv admit is they fault. And i hav to clear up all those mess. As a result, i'm into depression. erm may be not depression but just ending up feeling stressful & upsad.

Today, someone said this " A gd leader has to be strict & demanding in order to see a result".

I strongly agree w this, infact during my 2 yr working experience, i sincerely feel, it is true that the top most vital criteria to be a gd leader has to be "Strict & demanding".

Lastly, i would say, don't ever use "I don't know " as an excuse.
I hate this phrase greatly.
Don't know is not an excuse, if you don't know something, kindly go and find out, or go and learn.
Don't try to be lazy, u just being an useless idiot.

Happy New Year

2009-01-07T00:20:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year To All OUt There.
yr 2008 was history, yr 2009 will be a new record for all of us. No matter what had happened in yr 2008, forget about it, don't let it follow you. What is meant to forget, don't remember. What is meant to remember, you can't afford to forget it.
Yr 2008, was a "so so" year for me, nothing much really happened to me, really v so so. HOpefully yr 2009 will be an exciting, fun & wonderful year for me.

Movies which i had watched in dec 2008

海角7号
叶问
Twlight

Movies which i wanna watch in Jan 2009 ......

Australia
Red Cliff II (watching e marathon on this sat )
Bedtime Stories
Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea
LADY CHATTERLEY
Lady Cop & Papa Crook

Christmas Deco @ Orchard

2008-12-27T03:22:00.004+08:00

Here are the pictures i taken w my gers @ orchard. Cute deco!!!

1,2,3 Chees!!!

I lov tis pic, bright colour, nice bg, nice effect!!!

平安夜

2008-12-27T02:36:00.021+08:00

I love 2008 Christmas Eve Celebration!!! I had a wonderful celebration with my group of girlfriends. Gers, i'm so fortunate to have you gers with me all these years. Thank you.
Let's enjoy looking at all the pictures we taken during that nite

Here are the part 2 of the celebration-"Silent Night"!!!
Lot's of pics!!! To those who did't join us, too bad you gers miss out all the fun!!! Is ok, don't feel sad or jealous , join us on new yr eve bah!!!

4，5，6

This is suppose to be 十连拍！！！， 3，2，1

I love this pic, 3 gd pals!!!

Here are the pretty gers!!!

After white christmas, let's us have some "slient night", Part II of the celebration!!!

All of us enjoy our white christmas!!!

White Christmas, too bad, meiru did't get this effect!!!

Part I of the celebration, white Christmas - Snow City!!!

Merry Christmas!!! Happy Boxing Day!!!

Pathetic

2008-12-18T17:02:00.003+08:00

I guess no one in this world will like to fall sick. Falling sick is a terrible experience. Who will you think of when you are sick? I'm currently down with fever, cough, flu & soar throat. At this point of time, i really wish to have my mummy by my side. Mummy, i miss you very much.
Whenever i fall sick i will think of you, it reminds me those days when i were sick, you will be there to take care of me. You will bring me to see doctor, cook medicine for me, cook porridge for me to eat and monitor my condition.
Today, you are no longer beside me, falling sick is such a lonely and bad experience. I have to see doctor myself, cook my own lunch, no one to rely on so pathetic. Now, i just feel that i'm just a child who is being abandon. That's terrible. I can't control myself, i broke into tears.
Why must god be so cruel to snatch you away from me, how could they.
mummy, i really miss you a lot, mummy mummy mummy.
How i wish i can drink a bowl of soup now.
我好想喝妈妈煮的汤。

No Longer A Child

2008-12-11T18:10:00.001+08:00

How’s ur childhood like?
Fun, interesting, a moment whereby you enjoyed the most? I personally loved my childhood v much which I wish I can go back to that time.
During my childhood time, being the youngest grandchild in my maternal family, I was being pampered by everyone. Really was every single one.
There were aunties, uncles and cousins bought me presents, brought me for high-tea, watched Disney Land musical shows and etc. To me, being pamper is very normal and natural as I’m youngest among all. But today, I lost all the pampering. I kind of miss it, seriously miss it. Guess I’m not being pampered now bec I’m no longer a kid n another reason is simply, now is the time whereby I should pamper someone else.
Personally, being a kid, is the best stage in life. I consider myself a fortunate kid as what I got when I were young were much more than others kids outside. Thanks mummy, all the credits should go to you.

Unpredictable

2008-12-10T14:36:00.003+08:00

Life is as unpredictable as the weather.
Today weather is so good for suntan, oh my goash, how i wish my exam is over n i can go suntan now. stupid weather. After trying to study for a few days, i finally found the reason why i can't stay focus, can't concentrate. The root of the problem lies with not turning on my radio. Stupid me, why i did't on the radio. No music how to study sia.
Now my radio is on, BASHA BASHA BASHA, get started to chiong ah. 3 more days to go!!!

Procastinating

2008-12-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

i'm running out of time. Having exam this week but yet start revising.
why do i always face this pro? Always during exam period, i will not have mood to study, instead, i will think of going out to have fun enjoy life. Oh Oh Oh, wat should i do.
I can't concentrate . Wasted 2 days. 3 more days to go.
OH god, pls let me stay focus.
No matter wat, have to force myself to study tml.

Quarantine

2008-12-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

Just watched the bloody, disgusting movie - Quarantine. I almost died of heart attack, felt like vomit while watching the movie. Quarantine, it's about the residents of an apartment were contracted with rabies and all were being locked up in the apartment. In the end, everyone was dead. Disgusting. I like to watch horror movie however I just can take this movie, is too disgusting, it different from SAW IV.

weirdo

2008-12-08T02:21:00.000+08:00

i have no idea why, i'm just v happy the whole day, 7 Dec 08 sun.
From the time when i woke up till now, my mood is extremely good, no idea why.
Happy, cool, calm, joyful, Happy.
maybe is the place i been today, the happy i met today, the things i met today, the colours i met today n etc.
I guess i'm really someone who love purple colour, maybe bec of that, i'm so happy & contented today.
Just don't know how to explain, my mood today is really good. Keep it up, that's should be the way everyday!!!

LOVE

2008-12-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

It is disheartening to hear this,
"I don’t wanna to be my children burden, they hav their own family to take care, just let me die, stop spending money on my medical fees."
Why a parent can always give their best to their child but not the contrary?
When the children are still young, parents will always give them whatever they want, satisfy their needs. When the children are in their adulthood, they will approach their parent for $$$ when they r broke n their parent will never hesitate in helping them.

Julia, who is currently in her thirties, has No career No Relationship but GOD given her a good mummy. Someone who is in their thirties should be able to support themselves as well as the family but not for Julia. She’s currently still depending on her mummy who’s in her mid sixties. She’s spent more than she earn, moreover, she takes allowance from her mummy monthly instead of giving her allowance. The worst thing is, the mom is currently paying for her beloved daughter education fees (MASTER Course) which spent up her entire life saving.

I’m not sure whether should I cry or should I be happy for that mummy.
I just find it heartache.
Parents can always devote their best to their child but why the child can’t. It is all children responsibility to take their parents regardless that health conditions. If they are sick, the more you should take care of them and not complaint about the medical fee. It is very hurtful for the parents. We should always recalled the past, when we were young, when we were sick, not matter it is day or middle of the night, our parents will definitely rush us to the doctors . The medical feel may cost them a bomb, but they will never complaint but why when they were old, we as their child, complaint about their medical fees?

Ting can buy the latest mobile phone for her daughter, sending her kids to the best music song, bring them for holidays twice a year. When her mummy stays home watching tv daily, she will complaint that she’s wasting electricity, wasting money.

Mrs Wong who's in her seventies, spent 1.5 hours to travel to her son house once a week. Why does she need to do that? She travels all the ways is just to help the son to save money in employing a maid. She does the cleaning, washing n ironin of clothes for her dear son. The son does't live alone, he stays with his wife and a daughter.

OH MY God, what world is this.

I’m very hurtful to see all these but luckly my dear mummy will never get that treatment from me.

Dark chocolate or white chocolate?

2008-07-26T00:31:00.000+08:00

Marriage , A promise & responsibilities , a piece of paper or just a child play?

To all the ladies, able to walk on the red carpet of the church with her MR RIGHT, is consider the most blessed gift she has received from the GOD. To the marriage couple, wedding is once in life time therefore they will alway put in their heart and soul in preparing their wedding. Making sure that it is a perfect wedding. To them, it is worthwhile to spend lots of money and time for their wedding. During the solemnisation, the couple will alway agree without much thoughts with whatever they were asked to promoise.

Wedding has always meant to be a joyous occasion but what's make it different in this 21st centery is that Marriage is no longer sacred.

A grant wedding of Branda and Brayan was finally held at a 6 stars hotel after 1 yr of preparation. Throughout that wedding day of theirs, they were really in love. The couple recieved blessings from all relatives, religion pastors as well as friends. 8 months down the road, both couple approached their religion leader for Marriage counselling. 2 months after, they were at the lawyer firm for divorce.

Liana has become a workaholic ever since that incident. To her, by occupying herself with lots of work is the only way for her not to dwell over that incident. Deposit has been made for the wedding dinner two months before the wedding. Wedding invitations of Liana and Samual were sent to all friends and relative one month before their wedding. Both Liana and Samual were all set for their wedding which will be arriving in one month time. 3 weeks before their BIG DAY, both of them were sitting infront of their pastor for a premarriage counselling at the church whereby their wedding will be held. At the end of the counselling, Samual made up his final decision. Samual who was a divorcee felt that he was not ready for a second marriage, he can't fullfill the responsibility of a husband therefore he decided to call off the wedding.

"Lian, i can't do it. Let's cancel the wedding. I'm sorry"

That was the last sentence from Samual and he gone with the wind. From then on, he has never showed up infront of Liana and her family.

Liana was totally lost when Samual called off the wedding. She locked herself up for a week crying throughout. She tried committing suicide.

How would you want a lady to handel this matter? Wedding to be cancelled one month before the date ?

Liana's parents were heartbroken to see their preciou daughter, Liana going through such a bad experience. On the other hand, Liana's family told her

" Our dear Liana, it is a blessing of disguise. Your life will be utterly destroyed if he(a divorcee) will to tell you that he can't commit only after the both of you pronounced husband and wife. You will find your MR RIGHT and you will."

How will you react when you were at the solemnisation at wedding whereby one of the couple was a Divorcee?

During that situation, i was laughing loudly deep inside my heart. You have onced made the same vows and what have happened? You making the same onced again but to a different person.

What is marriage meant to be? Do marry couple really understand the meaning behind it.

Let's think about, don't you find that human beings are scary animals after all. When a couple is deeply in love, nothing can separate them however on the contrary, both ended up like enemies, fighting fiercly, act as stranger and most still, become calculate. Calculating, how should they spilt their property.

Human being is indeed a pathetic animal.

Marriage can be as sweet as a bar of white chocolate and it also can be as bitter as the dark chocolate.

You make the decision urself. You always have a choice.

Maybe i'm just being too pessimistic , but i'm just Skeptical about Marriage the 21st century.

A Gift

2008-07-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

I consider myself as a blessed child as I'm born in a healthy happy family. There's strong bonding within my family, love & care are never missing in the family. Though I'm not brought up from a wealthy family, I'm grateful and appreciate for what GOD has given me, something which $$$ can never buy, FAMILY LOVES!!!

The pillar of my life? In fact there's two stages. In the earlier stage, the pillar of my life was an amazing lady, Ann. Ann was promoted as the soul of my life some years back and someone else became the pillar of my life, S. Throughout my life, I'm always relying on both of my pillars.
Have you ever imagine how a life be when the soul is no longer around? That's what exactly happening to me now.

Remember when i was a child, I'm always puzzled with my parents decisions. Finding them unreasonable and etc... I finally understanding their doings and appreciates it after being through so much obstacles in life.

There's a saying, it takes time for someone to recover from emotional pain.
Do u think that's really true. If you're in that position, you will never said that.
Easy said than done!
To me, i can only agree to a certain extend. Time is not the medicine for emotional pain, the real medicine is actually the person itself. It all have to depend on that person character and he/she's will power. Some people can just forget certain things within seconds while some takes years or even ever. Time does not work on me, that painful and helpless experience will always be there.

All families do have their own stories, no exception for me . A family is made up of parents & children going through ups & down together. My family and I indeed been through a terrible disheartening moments. It was a moments which left deep footprints in my life. A moment whereby i don't wanna forget as I'm afraid i will really get about it.

Living in this 21st century, a contemporary modern society, a fast busy lifestyle does caused me to overlooked certain things in life. City people tends to overlook the family issue due to our hectic lifestyle which resulted us for not being appreciative for what we have till it's gone.

I guessed, that incident had made everyone in my family grown up to be a much mature person, especially me!!!

Being brought up from a tranditional Chinese family, it is the Chinese beauty for not saying " I love you" out. Chinese is famously known for expressing their feeling for love through action rather than speech as Chinese believes that beautiful words are not sincere, sincere words are not beautiful.

GOD is always fair, we should appreciate the gift he given us. Treasure it and you won't regret even if it's gone.

LEt's learn to treasure and appreciate what we have in life!

Inspiration

2008-07-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

I have been living my life like a living corpse for quite some time or years, as in my soul is not complete, not sure where it has been. On a special occasion, i got to know this old man who is very knowledgeable and i personally find rather weird! I call him as a weirdo, ironically, I'm being enlighten by him somewhere or another. "Being a young adult, it will be a waste of youth if you don't have any achievement in life. Being a learner person, you should have a passion or interest to find out whatever is going on surrounding you, and it will definitely benefit you!!! " That's what the old man had said to me. You may think that what he had mentioned was typical and commonsense, but to me, it did hit me very hard because, there's another older man told me the same thing before this old man. That older man said" you are just wasting your youth, time won't wait for you."

What these two old men have said to me, inspired me greatly, I'm awake from my dream suddenly!!!

I have finally decided to work towards my goal now and not tomorrow. I know myself very well that i'm currently far far away from my goal,however it shouldn't stop me else i will never improve, always at the same point, never be able to achieve my goal, no matter is 10 or 20 years later !!!

It applies same to everyone, miracle doesn't appear suddenly, it actually appear gradually on people who have put it effort in their life. Like an old saying ," God won't help those who don't have themselves".
Is alright to make mistake but most importantly is to learn from mistakes, that's way of life!!!

My Dream, i coming , wait for me!!!